When Love Takes Over..

I know planning a marriage ain't gonna be a walk-in-the-park kinda thing, but I was unaware that before we can even start planning, there's a lot of issues to be tackled..One thing that's bothering us is our church. Where is the mass ceremony gonna be done, and how...too many to consider... I'm a devoted Anglican, while he's a Catholic. And we couldn't decide on how to deal with it..

Been having sleepless nights because of just this matter... I know, I know, at the end of the day it's the partners' life of togetherness that matters. But for this one last thing, we both were trying to please both sides of our families, thus putting peace in our hearts....

this is sad..

Running in Heels

Man, my body is exhausted and aching right now...from the head to my every toe..... Partly it was caused by this..... But it's oooohhhhhhSoGorgeous(!!!), is it not??

Yeah, my Nose(brand) Mary-Jane pump heel.... I'm a 'high-heeled' woman. It's my daily attire.. I can strud with stilletos in my office the entire 9 hours 8-5 working time...The sitting helps..Or dancing the night out at club... The sitting helps (again).. But yesterday I went overboard. I went through all this town's central market and supermarkets wearing my 4" Mary Jane. It was soooooo not a thing to do. Adding to that, I was literally running from one place to another. I got to finish my task which was collecting samples for Total Diet Study which then was to be sent to National Public Health Lab in Sungai Buloh.

I should have walk in my flat pumps, by then I won't suffer this much. Yeah, call me stupid but I left them at home, and it slipped outta my mind to keep a spare of those inside my car's boot. I thought it won't be a big deal to do some distance with stilletos,having to have forgotten about my Sunburst Concert 2008 experience where I spent hours of silent sobs after the concert. Not because of the overwhelming feeling watching John Legend performed, but I was foolish to wear heels on that grass that night. Come to think about it again, who wears heels on grass? geez..... What was I thinking....

Anyway, back to my story. Like I said earlier, I was running in heels! To make things even more 'interesting',by 5pm, my car smelled like a poultry stock truck! The samples I collected and packed included few 1-whole-chicken....I ended up smelling like one too after dropping the boxes at Post Office.. ah...What a day...

And now my body is paying the price for everything...Triple the pain of tennis session I always have every some other weekends.. Perhaps running in heels or stilletos can really be a good workout huh? ;P If you think I'm on breakie with stilletos, ekkk! ('buzz sound') you are wrong! It's a brown 4" peep-toe heels today.. ;P

Diet and Therapy..

The Fiance is starting his diet regime today. He tried so many times before, but failed. Probably lack of support from surroundings. However, this time he has the full support of his family members. That's his new commitment, and I made him promise to me he'll achieve his target soon.. "Gotta look good for our big day, baby! hehheehhhe," that's what he IMed me earlier today..

He needs my support...for his physical side
I need his therapy....for my emotional side
Ah...tHe balance of Love...



Theraphy ( Indie Arie feat Gramps Morgan)
OH Oooh oh ooOH OH, yeaah yeah yeaah Yeaaah hey.
OH Oooh oh ooOH OH, yeaah yeah yeaah
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need you to come and lay hands on me)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your therapy-therapy-therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh ...(heeey)
He lays me on the couch and says"How has your day been?
Tell me your problems;I'll help you solve them.
Come on let's talk about it"
He sits next to me and smiles.
Listens to all of my words,
Relaxes all of my nerves.

Like breathe in (breathe in)
Let it go (shout it out)
Take deeps breathes and real slow, calm down.
Close my eyes (soft spoke)
Ease my mind (take control)
From my body please
Work your Psychology

You're taking good care of me
Always been there for me
Boy I can't bear to leave
Cause I need your therapy
You've given me everything
So much I ever could need
Without you I'm so weak in the knees
I need your therapy

Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need you to come and lay hands on me)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your therapy-therapy-therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh ...(hey)
He puts his hand on my lower back
His face in my neck and
Says something to make me laugh
Makes me forget I was mad
His touch feels so right
It's like he's reading my mind
I need him all the time

Like breathe in (breathe in)
Let it go (shout it out)
Take deeps breathes and real slow, calm down.
Close my eyes (soft spoke?)
Ease my mind (take control)
From my body please
Work your Psychology

You're taking good care of me
Always been there for me
Boy I can't bear to leave
Cause I need your therapy
You've given me everything
So much I ever could need
Without you I'm so weak in the knees
I need your therapy

Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need you to come and lay hands on me)
Oh oh oh oh oh oh (I-I-I-I need your therapy-therapy-therapy)
Oh oh oh oh oh ...Yeaah yeaah
When it feels like I'm losing power
When I feels like a wilting flower
The way you touch me says I'm there for you
It heals me just to hear you say "I Love You"

You're taking good care of me
Always been there for me
Boy I can't bear to leave
Cause I need your therapy
You've given me everything
So much I ever could need
Without you I'm so weak in the kneesI need your therapy
You're taking good care of me
Always been there for me
Boy I can't bear to leave
Cause I need your therapy
You've given me everything
So much I ever could need
Without you I'm so weak in the kneesI need your therapy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnXKRBieoS0

Falling Slowly...

I just don't understand some people in friendlist of my Facebook account. They added me into their list at the first place. (They're the one who added me) and then they block me from viewing their page, yet I'm in the list. What's the purpose of doing as such to me? Just so their list number of friends grow? ...that's not a kind thing to do, you know.... Especially when you do that to someone with a super sensitive emotional side like me..I can get easily upset and lament about this for days, and they did this to me.........

And what's the problem with that colleague of mine? all i wanted was to borrow few documents, for my reference but that colleague gave me this dufus (at the same time really cynical) look and told me it's still being used (FULL STOP) ... I stood there like a dungu for a minute or two, waiting for that colleague to say something to assure me the documents will be passed up to me afterwards, but that colleague just ignored me big time!.... I felt so humiliated. I smiled (hurtful) and took off from that colleague's cubicle.

So(?) I'm having difficulties to work alone. They always left me alone. Left me to do my work alone. They always look down on me, when I in fact held a slightly higher position than them.(which I'm never proud of). I can't do inspection to schools and factories alone. But for the sake of me, I went.

So(?) I'm not like that colleague who used to do the fieldwork alone. That colleague could easily got away with working alone because that colleague held a power in an enforcement card. Plus that person has the advantage as that colleague is a local here with local dialect lango. I can't do that. The industries does not has any respect for me. I tried, you see. I really did. Most of the time, I was almost invisible to them.

It's not like I couldn't accept any mock or something. I've been through much more worse. How would you feel if someone told you that you're a disgrace to this state, for something that you didn't do? I've been through so much. My heart has been left with so many scars, which is why I don't need any new scar as for now.

So(?) I complain... So(?) I lament ... So??? Some may think that I'm not a good friend( or maybe even a good person), but those who really really knows me will know that I'd do anything to make my friends happy. That I'll be happy and appreciated just to see them smiling back at me. That I'll do anything to help my friend them.... So? I have some temper..who doesn't? But so far I've been hiding it pretty well in front of others.I've been helding myself way too much only to give way for others to see less of me...

Does this makes me a hypocrite? Not at all....

To those some people :I smiled because I thought you might need someone to smile at you. But it hurts real bad when you replied me with a jeer glance.

The Wheels of Life

The Genius....

" I have been impressed with the urgency of doing. Knowing is not enough. We must apply. Being willing is not enough. We must do. "

Leonardo Da Vinci.

A man with a mind way beyond everyone during his time that made him one great inventor. A man with an intense imagination, carving the work into a canvas, thus made him one great painter. A man, full with passion curiosity of how knowledge can give more than anything could, explored the anatomy of any living creatures, mking him one of the great anatomist, scientist and botanist ever lived. A musician, sculptor and Mathematician.. just to name a few....

A man who gave the world The Da Vinci's Code movie few years ago, for the mysterious, mischievious characters in his paintings. If he had intentions to play prank with our mind, to help us to reach into a place in our brain where we thought ridiculous thoughts would be, well, ridiculous and twisted them into something believable...he had succeeded.....at least for me....

Which is why I was soooooo thrilled when I read about Daniel giving away 100 free admission tickets to see the real deal of Leonardo da Vinci. 188 masterpices will be displayed at National Science Centre from October 1, 2009 to January 2010..You too can win the free ticket. Read Daniel's blog here to know how to win the tickets..

So, Dan, pls pls give me the free tix! Because I think, no, I KNOW I'll be checking on his great arts more than once! :)

Taare Zameen Par

Taare Zameen Par ..Every Child is special... One of the best movie I've ever watched in my 25 years of life, and by far the BEST Hindi Movie ever!!!. Kuch Kuch Hota Hai?? Nothing compared to this, at all...I was swept off my feet!! Mind- blowing!! Thumbs up to Aamir Khan. He produced, directed even acted this excellent movie, which will be stuck in my heart. FOREVER.. ;P ( i'm flattering this movie way too much now huh.. and i don't care.. )

The film tells the story of eight year old Ishaan who suffers greatly until a teacher (Aamir Khan) identifies him as dyslexic. Read more HERE

I cried when the characters cried, smiled when Ishaan smiled, laughed at his imagination. This movie just pulled all my hidden emotions. I don't usually cry watching a movie, not even Titanic move me. But this movie, it just touched the inner me, tremendously...My understanding towards the dyslexia disease stepped up a level..

ah..I wish I could express more in words,but words seem to be stuck in my brain... :(

A MUST-WATCH MOVIE!

p/s: THIS-click scene made me cry like a baby... It's heart-wrenching to watch a small boy who has never been apart from his mommy dearie before, being parted to be in a boarding school....It reminded me of my little brother who's very manja with my mom..He's 11 but every night he will make sure my mom will be the last face he'll see before he sleeps..I miss that fella already...
:(