How Can I Not Love You?

Remember when I blogged about how I feel whenever I look at guys holding their partner's handbags? If you're new to my page, you may read the post HERE .

Anyway, this story I'm about to tell happened when The Hubby and I were out strolling along a shopping mall few months back. I asked him to carry my handbag as I was trying out hats and didn't want no bag to bug me. He took it, and this is what he did. ( I just had to ask him to pose for a pic..)

HAHAHAHHAHAA... You clown!!!!

And he went around the place with my bag hung around his neck. Like me, he just hates the idea of men carrying their women's handbag.

How can I not love this guy? He's funny and very spontaneous in his own way. Just last week, when I complaint to him of my sore feet after doing window shopping the whole day, he told me to climb his back. I was like what?? He looked at me like it didn't matter and told me there's nothing to be embarrassed about and there's no one in the mall that knows us except his mom and sister. And we went about doing piggy- ride for a good 10 minutes at the mall. We, including his mom, giggled the whole time. Thank God he's in rugby team, that for him my weight is nothing. You should have seen the eyes of people at the mall. They looked either puzzled or laughed with us. Ehe.. poyo? sajer jer... like how he told me earlier on, no one knows us.

What? Which shopping mall we did that piggy ride?...

Frigging Mid Valley Megamall! Hahahhahaaa...

Aiyo... Missing him like hell already. It's gonna be another 1 month till I see him again. And of course another 86 days to meet him at the altar...can't hardly wait!

Ticking one thing off the W list!

(pic: The Hubby and I received our CMP Course certificated from Father Simon Labrooy. And we've officially ticked one thing off our wedding list! :) )

I just gotta share this with you guys. This happens on the last day of our Catholic Marriage Preparation Course, May 16th.

We were asked to prepare a pledge for our partner, which like any other assignments once done, to share with the partner. Little did we know that the facilitators wanted some couples to share their pledge with the class.

"Anyone want to share what you've wrote to your partner?" asked Kenneth. All heads bowed down, trying their best not to be noticed. The Hubby and I, being seated at the front row, our eyes began to look at other place. "Anyone?.. Or I'll call names." Everyone seemed like they'd rather Kenneth picked any names instead of volunteering.

"How about you two? Both of you are always ready to talk." Kenneth looked at us, almost seemed like pleading for our support.

I looked at The Hubby. He held my hand and said, " let's do this. "

He started reading his vows. His vow was actually short, thus he tried to elaborate on each vow, just so it seemed like he wrote a long one.I had to pinch him after some while because he tends to be a bit long winded in talking. Combined with his nerveousness ( his hands were shaky as hell), he repeated some points over and over again.

His pledge included him supporting me in anything I do, and do give all his best to keep me feel like home when I transfer to KL.

Then came my turn. Heart pumped crazily inside...The room was sooooooo quiet, with only the air cond blast sound. You can literally hear a pin drop, if any...

The Hubby held the microphone for me, I took a deep breath and started to read...

Dear J,

I pledge to love you for the rest of my life

I thank God everyday for sending you into my life

You have always make me feel safe, belonged and your love truly feels like home to me

A place where I've been looking for the entire time before you entered my life (notice I used too many "life" in my pledge? I was sleepy while writing this, that I didn't do any proofread.)

Thank you for always being there for me.

Supporting me in whatever I do.

Thank you for your tolerance in handling my grumpiness and moody day

You have never, not once, fail to "find my happiness" (here I started to choke, trying my best not to cry.. words started to crack up)

You are the best thing I ever had

And I believe (Choked again..."Relax baby, relax," he assured me) that you'll make a great husband and father to our kids someday

I want to grow old with you

To be with you in venturing the journey of life, no matter the situation.

I love you, J A Too, forever I will.

There was a pause from the crowd, comprised of 32 couples with 4 facilitators and a priest. Then the class roared claps. I looked up, still trying to hold my tears from flowing to cheeks only to realise, I made some girls, including my facilitator, cried.

It was a very simple vow, yes I know. No big vocabs neither any sophisticated words...Never thought too that I choked into tears while reading them, because I've set my mind earlier the time not to do anything funny.

But I guess when you truly say it from your heart, it touches.. And affected others.

You have been tagged!!!!

1. Ucap terima kasih & letakkan link orang yang memberi award ini.

Terima kasih Lizee, for the tag as well as the award :)

2. Nyatakan 7 perkara tentang diri anda.

~1. I'm fanatic about Supernatural TV series. This craziness started less than 2 months ago when I first watched an episode of the TV series that one Tuesday late night. I was never a fan, and thought the series was a horror crap movie. Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki were never once was in my mind frame before that night. And right after that first episode, I bought Season 1 and Season 2 on that same week. I'm one of their millions huge fan now!! Especially Dean Winchester's character played by J.Ackles. The Hubby knows about this maniac, and he, well, he's dealing with it. eheeee..

~2. I am one fierce driver, especially here at this worktown. I can tailgate a car that annoys me until they get uneasy and give free ways. But worry not! I know my limit though. I wouldn't want to put myself into trouble by unleashing my ego side to the wrong type of people.

~3. Until now, I'm still proud of how The Hubby proposed to me. Yeah, I gotta say that I'm a bit cocky about it and still thinks that I deserve to brag on the whole story. I mean, come on. How often do you get to hear Malaysian being proposed in front of the public (at Laundry, The Curve, eating table outside), with a big banner held by The Hubby's besties, complete with a saxofonist. And oh, it was recorded with a proper video camera. Too bad The Star press didn't make it to the proposal, else it would have been acknowledged throughout the whole Malaysia! ehee..Here's the STORY.

~4. I always feel guilty whenever I receive expensive gifts from anyone, even though it is meant for my birthday present.

~5. My English vocab is all lintang pukang. I wish it could have been better, but I'm all sloth about reading any grammar enriched English book. My source of English readings are only from the websites, magazines and reference books (that if I need to find some info for my work matter)

~6. I can be a real grumpy girl, and that is one of my side that I myself still can't figure out why since the grumpiness can be triggered over petty issues. I always remember to thank God for sending The Hubby into my life, though, as he is one of the very few who can handle me well on this matter.

~7. I was born on Christmas Day 26 years ago. By right, my birthday was supposed to be on February 20th, 1984. The story was my mom and dad were on their way to kampung for Christmas on the day, when Ma suddenly had her water broke and they changed their destination to the hospital. Pa told me that I weighed only 1.54kg when I was born, and he was the one who took care of me when I was in the incubator for 22 days. Ma only saw me after that incubation period. And oh! I'm their eldest child! :)

3. Pass kepada 15 orang award ni.

Ok.. let me see if I have 15 people to be awarded.

Cindy - http://iamyoursunshine87.blogspot.com/

BCJ -http://borneolady16.blogspot.com/

Nieza- http://toughsoftcentredcookie.blogspot.com/

Cass http://lovenhopenlove.blogspot.com/

Rach- http://java-joy.blogspot.com/

Nick- http://nicksuneo796.blogspot.com/

Min - http://nynekokawaii.blogspot.com/

EE- http://eserey.blogspot.com/

Sai http://ceritadarineraka.blogspot.com/

Cyril http://cyrildason.com/

Flo -http://theibangirl.blogspot.com/

I don't have 15 names here, but I think this will do. You may do this tagged award with your own time. no rush here :)

4. Beritahu kepada 15 orang yang bertuah ni bahawa diorang dapat award ni.

You guys are rewarded with this reward!..

And to my gal bloggers :




Now, start the listing!! Am waiting for them... :)

Ma, I love you!!!

When I was a teenager, I used to scowl and cringed when people thought my mom is my sister. She looked young and sweet. Even until now people still think that she's my sister, but I'm kinda proud of that statement. She does still look very much young even though she turned 48 last week.

I'm sorry Ma, for not being able to be there during your birthday. I thought I can go back home this weekend, but you can give the blame to my Minister, since I'm appointed as his liaison officer for his visit here. :(

You told me via our phone conversation last night that you were okay and just are eager to see me this Gawai holiday. Thank you Ma for always being understanding. :)

Anyway, here I am, dedicating this blog entry for you Ma, to wish you a belated birthday and Happy Mother's Day...I love you Ma, forever and always. Muaks!

Diet Water??

This is a bottled water product from Japan. Meaning all these while we have been drinking bottled water that's fattening?....

Now, that's absurd... can I laugh? Like right now???

Hhahahhahahhahahhahaha

Dee an old lady?

~1 hour ago~

" Do you wanna go out tonight? Party at KABLAMM*(not real club name) Club. Apparently, their theme for the night is "Couples Night" and my friends are inviting us to go. Wanna go? "

I said no. Told my sister that I wouldn't mind if it's on weekend night, but not at weekdays when I have to work the next day. But when I think back, I was a party- goer few years back. Regardless of the day(or can I say night?). Why is it so hard to do the same lately?..Last time, it was party hard and yet I still have the strength to wake up few hours after hitting the bed.

Sigh.. I guess I'm just too old to do that stuff already.. hahahhahaha

Hello? it's 11PM already... Stop the Halo!

What is it with my neighbours next door? They've been playing that Halo song (by Beyonce) for 3 nights in a row, repetitively, for no less than 2 hours. I mean, I understand obsession over a stuff. But not like this, and it's a bit disturbing, with the volume all up!

Sigh..

Now where's that pillow again?... gotta cover my ears.

Tuesday's Short Story

And it's 93 days left before I meet him at the altar...

And hear him say "I DO"

So can't wait!