Next Saturday is Christmas Day, say what??

omG!!!! I can't believe that Christmas day is falling on next Saturday already... See how tight working schedule has really gotten into my life nowadays?...sigh....I didn't realise that Christmas AND my birthday is in 10 days! And the most important thing is, yerp, my LA trip is exactly 7 days from now... woooooo hooooo!

I just can't wait for the 3-weeks holiday. I really need the holiday to get my mind off work. I've been meaning to tell you guys about my crazy schedule in my lab, but that will have to wait.

As for now, it's LOS ANGELES baby!!! We're leaving to Las Vegas on the 23rd, come back to LA for Boxing Day Sale, shop shop shooooooopppp..

Sibling Rivalry

First off, I'd like to congratulate my only brother for his UPSR result which was out last Thursday. 4A 1B! fuyoo, Dad was ecstatic, since all us thought the highest he could get is 3A. Not that we don't have that much faith in that young man, but he's famous for being careless in answering his exam papers. Congrats again, my baby bro.

During my phone call conversation with Mom, she told me the incident minutes after viewing UPSR result at brother's school. While on the drive back home from brother's school, my 14 year old sister got jealous. (She obtained 3A 2B in her UPSR, despite being top 3 students every year in primary school period). "Not fair," she lamented. " I worked hard compared to him. But he got a better result than mine."

Sibling rivalry.

Mom's comeback left me dumbfounded.

" You gotta know that he's the only one in the siblings that Mom and Dad sent to tuition class in Primary 6. You and your sisters, you all were very smart that we can trust you to do revision and excel in exam."

Sister stayed mute.

"Plus, it's important for a guy to achieve high score in exams. So that he can pick up girls even better. No girl will want to marry a man with bad achievement during their study time. Us girls? We are a natural work-hard species. Follow the life path in a correct way, don't mislead. especially at this young age, and trust me you'll be scoring many more exams not only in your study, but your life in general."

"Plus, you are a very beautiful girl. You have this beauty and the brain quality."

Sister smiled. Nodded. Hugged Mom.

I smiled on the other line hearing Mom's story...

Men, don't start attacking me. Or Mom. Gotta admit you are blessed with smart mind. We are gifted with strong determination and hard work attitude. Else, why are we the one God put to bear the pain of pregnancy and delivery pain?...

My Wedding Video Clip

*Giggling out of embarrassment*

Sorry, tak pandai letak video in my own blog page. Here's the song The Hubby and I agreed to use as our wedding video highlight..Not really our song, but the words said it all..

Thanks to the videographer, for the superb work!..

And of course some photos from the video..

Superhuman (chris B and Keri H.)

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks

How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be
You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Strong

Since I've been flying and writing the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
I can see tomorrow
Well every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free
You changed my whole life (life)

Don't know what your doing to me

with your love (uh-huh)
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me

A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human
Super human
It's not a bird, not a plane

It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you

Only reason is you

Every minute with youI feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away love
You changed my whole life (oh uh)
Don't know what your doing to me with your love (to me with your love)
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me, yeah

A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Super human

Hear Me blah blah blah

Going to make this entry as simple and straight- forward as possible.

Never live with your in-laws after marriage. It's a total different scenario when you're still dating their son/daughter and after the "I Do". Regardless if they are treating you like a princess, or others, it is still best recommended to live together with just your partner.

I serious envy my friends who are married and currently staying independently together. I am really in a desperate hunt of my own's crib already, dragging The Hubby along. Do not get me wrong. I am not being intolerant with the in laws here. It's just a matter of self convenience.

And o ya, of course the sex. Ain't that "happenin'" with too many ears abound and about.

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!

Bagus! Barely 2 months after the wedding, and 1 month staying with The Hubby, I've gained almost 5kg!.. Damn.

But I have myself to blame. I've been indulging myself with late supper at mamak, lots of superb kuih during Ramadhan period, and not forgetting heavy lunch because somehow my brain just seemed to trick me into bigger portion during work. Yes, I've transferred into a new working environment. Same post, but more responsibility and lots more hard work. I no longer doing public work like health promotion or food premise inspection. Now it's all about technical part and laboratory instrument.

I am trying my best to absorb everything that I have to catch up at my new workplace. Entering the lab and doing pesticide analysis ain't something I've ever dream of doing previously, because I just suck at it. But oh well, now I feel much more important and happier, of course with much help from my office pantry since I can escape for a cup of Nescafe 3 in 1 everytime I am stress.

To add things up, I just found out last week that I'm going to be the pesticide lab Head of Unit next year. I declined, but was given no choice considering my seniority in the service. Damn (again).....

CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!

And now, my ultimate mission. LOSE WEIGHT. At least 3kg. I got so depressed last night that I cried myself to sleep. Muffin top and love handles whenever I wear my favourite jean and God, I hate it so much when I feel the fats around the tummy area everytime I slip into tight tops and dresses.......

Let the mission begin!.. Wish me luck you all.. :)

Remembrance of August 7,2010...(KL wedding Part II)

I'm actually still waiting for my official wedding photographer to give me the rest of my wedding pictures, but anyway I'm sharing with you some of my wedding photos for everyone to view. (plus for my own sweet memory).

Me getting ready, 3 hours before walking the aisle... My sister-in-law as maid of honour..

Brother- in -law became my chauffeur to church that morning.

I can still remember The Hubby's grin when he first saw me walking the aisle. His first time seeing me in full bridal gown. We didn't get ourselves a bridal photo session package, thus increasing the excitement of seeing each other at the best.

muah muah!

more photos *hopefully* sooonnn!

What a NITE!!

It was my sister-in-law's birthday last night, so we decided to do a surprise to her. She was actually feeling extremely sad when she found out that none of us were going to be available to her at night, just to have a drink for her birthday...

The party was at Red Box, The Curve, and boy! She went emotionally touched with the surprise...

Sang our heart out, ate like nobody's business (my mother in law enjoyed the raw oysters, it was my first time experience with it... not to crazy about it though..)

Anyway, before leaving, all us decided to try out on the contest organized by the premise. We were given 7 ping pong balls, which is to be thrown into a box containing a whole lot of bottles with coloured bottoms. The mission is of course to win the grand prize which is Sony Bravia BX300 32" TV..

Guess what la???

We got it!! thanks to Auntie Jen's lucky throw.. Everyone of us started to jump ecstatically, me included. Besides the TV, we also won a jug of free beer, a bottle of sparkling juice and a RM50 cash voucher... yerp! out of 7 throw, we only missed 3!! I got us the sparkling juice. OK apa. rather than nothing, right..

In the end, A. Jen decided to give the prize to The Hubby and I because she heard about how much we wanted a TV these past few weeks. The Hubby and I almost bought a TV few weeks ago, attracted by the Hari Raya promotion at SenQ. But thank God my sister in law refrained us, and told us instead to save money for our Vegas trip..

So sweet of A. Jen. She has been the biggest help for our wedding in Kuching AND KL. She actually decorated everything for us, from the ballroom, to our bridal car. She even gave The Hubby and I a bridal suite during our holiday in Krabi, Thailand. It came with a freakin' cool jacuzzi!.... She left to New England early this morning, before heading back to her home in Boston next week. I'm sure going to miss her and hope that I'll see her again this December since she might fly to LA to join us to Vegas. Yerp, she's one cool auntie

that sometimes I forgot that she's 67 years old. Energetic like us in 20s!

And.....

Last night, one happily newly married couple slept with huuuugeeeee happy smile on their face:) :)

Nota Terima Kasih..

Yes, yes... my blog is super messy..all story tak cerita habis..watta hell? ...

So many things to tell. The tea ceremony, our wedding reception( we used "NOTHING ON YOU" song by Bruno Mars as our Entrance song.. yerp!!), the crazy post wedding party and many more..

Anyhooo, this is more important..

Thank you, from the bottom

of my heart, to

everyone..

August 7, 2010 Story

Today marks the 1st month of me being officially(yes, holy matrimony is the one I consider the most legal .ehe) married. With so many things going on at a very face pace currently, I don't even have time to do sighing..... Until now... Ready??

SIGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........

*that felt good!*

Ok! My KL wedding story!! It was another crazy AND kan-cheong day. I guess it applies to all weddings right? You can't escape from the anxiety and not to mention running here and there, and what not.. I was super busy until the wedding ended. That too not without our friends bangings at our bridal suite door room for us to join the after party.

Alright.. Let me refresh back what happened on that eventful day la ha. A day before the wedding, I went to my new office to report duty. What? I haven't told you about me being transferrred to Selangor from Sarawak?.. u'oh. Sorry... See? I told you I have tons to tell about Anyway, let's skip it. Even towards a day before wedding day, The Hubby and I were still running around the Hartamas and Damansara area to have a last minute wedding shopping. Sorted out our bridesmaids dresses, picking up mens' tux and everyone's dresses from the laundry shop, even doing printings on our church booklets. And oh! Not forgetting my necklace and earrings set. It was a real last minute thing. But somehow The Hubby and I are good at doing procrastinate job. hahha... It's like we're saving the best for last. My jewellery set were THE BOMB, i tell you.. Simple and sweet. Suited my dress.. Cheh cheh.. self praise is a no praise, I supposed? ehehe

On the wedding day, all us woke up early but typical procrastinator sisters I have, they're still lazying in their bed, thinking that they'll make it in time for the make up and hair dos. Turned out to be, 3 hours was not enough to do all 4 girls, me included. The two make up artists were still spraying my sister's hair even until us all step out of the house!.. ah, yes. I had my 2 sisters to be my bridesmaids and The Hubby's sister as my maid of honour. All girls looked superb, with them deciding to have the same hairstyle for the church wedding. I remember being so excited to see The Hubby at the altar, since he has never actually seen me in a full wedding attire.

Yes, both The Hubby and I had never seen each other at our best wedding look. We skipped the bridal attire indoor-outdoor photoshoot and bridal package because, we want to be thrilled and excited when seeing each other with our best attire on our big day itself... [lus it's not cheap to get a bridal package. We did survey lots of bridal shops and yes, it's not cheap at all..Which is also another reason why we decided to do everything on our own. The dresses of both mine and my bridsmaids, The Hubby's 3 piece suits as well as his bestmens'. Seriously, everything was a DIY. Come to think about it again, we actually spent more than what we could have gotten ourselves from the bridal shops..the suit cost RM15oo++ each, and we did 5 suits(our dads included), plus my dresses.But hey, we get to keep the dresses! eheee

We had our ups and downs along the process... (yerp! berapa baldi penuh to takung my airmata gaduh about wedding arrangement all the while).. But I gotta say, it's worth everything. The night after the wedding, The Hubby and I looked at each other. He smiled and said," We did it, baby..Finally..." and the best part was when he said," I'll never want to do this anymore."... yea, we're a content newly wedded couple......

OK. Let's get back on the holy matrimony ceremony. It was held at St. Ignatius Church, Petaling Jaya. Everything went so fast. So many people taking photos, and Father Simon who officiated the ceremony was very funny. The funniest part was when he sprinkled holy water into tray to bless our rings. He sprinkled too much, that our bridesman who's holding the tray gave him that aiyo-too-much-that-my-tux-is-getting-soak-wet look. Father Simon, being himself, expressed a "OOPS.. Sorry..." face... damn funny..

Both parents being parents got so emotional during the time where they were given chance to sprinkle us both with holy water. Yes, I felt like in a part of a Malay wedding pun ada, macam majlis merenjis2 la pulak. Both mothers cried. The Hubby swore he saw my dad shedding some tears.. mmmmm, my dad being emotional... such cute...

The photo session after the wedding took more than an hour. I had to throw my hand bouquet twice because the first time I threw, a 12 year old girl got it.

OK! I'll continue this story soon. Gotta hit the sack now.. till then..

Know Why The Dinosours Extinct??

Because of this incident.

NOT! hehehee..

*illustration taken from online comic source.*

July 31st Story.. Part 1

Our outdoor wedding photoshoot was done 4 hours before our Kuching Wedding Reception. The Hubby and I were late 1 hours plus, because we were rushing to get flowers for stage decorations and ribbons for bridal car deco. ( Yes! We did everything ourselves. The Hubby's family members were the creative side. Big thanks and hugs.)

Our official photographer for Kuching wedding is EE, my dear friend. . Kinda new to the wedding photo taking, but he's got skill!!

Anyway, back to the photoshoot. We did our photoshoot at Reservoir Park, Kuching. By the time we reached there, it started to rain. Such a bummer..And I was still in pain, from the pain UTI problem which got me hospitalised.. Had to tahan from vomiting and tummy pain.

Let's let photos do the talking now, shall we?.... Didn't know that taking pictures in the rain can bring HUGE romantic effect.hehehee... :) oh oh, before I forget, really want to thank my sister in law for the make up and my sister for the hair do.. marvellous!

*click pic to see clearer..*

Busy!

Really want to blog about my current chaotic, but I've lack of time to do that... :( kinda miss doing blog hopping while thinking of yet another entry to type..

Will be back real soon!.. Wedding Story is queuing in line now!.. o wait, it's actually stor"IES"... 2 wedding reception with two totally different scenarios!

Thrown to hell and back again....

Can you believe that I actually got hospitalised last Sunday? And my wedding blessing/reception ceremony is going to be held this Saturday. I, Deedee, just got out of hospital at 11.30am TODAY, which is 3 days before my big day. Everyone were freaking out. My family, The Hubby family, my guests. My panic started when doctors told me that I were to be admitted...

Sunday July 25th~ my sister(she's 5 years younger than me), sent me to A&E department at Sibu Hospital last Sunday after I complaint of blurry vision and abdominal pain. Initially, they suspected that I have a dengue fever, but after the blood sample analysis result was out, it turned out to be negative. Phewwww....

However, my urine test was not on my favour. Apparently it showed symptoms of bladder problem, and thus they had to detain me in hospital for further observation.. I was really freaking out, since the wedding is really around the corner. Never in my mind that I felt that I'm going to be admitted because I thought it was a severe fever. Thought it's going to be a ambik-ubat-then-leave kind of thing..

They put me in bed Z3 at Third Class Female Medical Ward. Sister had to rush back home and get my stuff. I was in great pain, the worst condition I ever had. They diagnosed me as having UTI. bad one. IV drip was attached to me non stop. And I hate it the most when they put antibiotic drips into my body. Painful like hell. The nurses were friendly though. They calmed me down, and said everything's gonna be alright. Didn't really manage to sleep well because they kept waking me up every 2 hours for my medication. Plus, the ward, it's super humid. And crowdy..

Day 2~ They moved me into Class Two ward when they knew that I'm a Ministry of Health staff, with qualified post to move into Class One ward even. But apparently Class One rooms were full with chemo patients. The day was still a torture to me. But it turned better when a Catholic priest came to say some prayers to me.. It was a soothe in soul.

(To be continued.. too busy to finish this entry)

Continued... August 16, 2010)

Day 3~ The elderly patient( I call her MakCik) who shared the same room with me received a discharge from ward word from doctors who came to do early morning errands(it was as early as 6am!). I asked the doctor about my situation, but he said he still has to detain me for at least another 3 days, minimum. My heart sank. MakCik's families surrounded her, and were happy to know about her being discharged. I smiled when they gave me some kuih, as a celebration. But after a while, I went into the bathroom, tears streaming down my face, and started to call mom. Mom consoled me with some comforting words, but it just wasn't good enough.

A doctor approached and told me that I were to be transfered to another ward, the O&G ward. This time it's the First Class Ward. woo hoo! Later that evening, some of my friends and colleagues came and hung out with me at the ward, remedying my sad soul. Drips of medication still attached at my arms. To worsen things up, they had to insert yet another injection hole to allow another medication IV drip, since the one attached currently had my vein swollen and blocked. Damn.

Day 4~ Happiest Day of my life!!!!(well, almost.. nothing beats The Proposal moment) A group of doctor led by one young Chinese doctor came to do morning visitation. I kinda begged him to release me from hospital, since due to go back to Kuching for my wedding. He pitied me, but made me promised to eat my medication on time. Wooooooo hoo!! And I have to come back for my follow up early November.

I packed my stuff, little Sister helped a lot. Took my medication from ward pharmacy, and off we went. You have no idea how relieved I was to be back home. My parents called telling me to let my sister drive the 6 hours journey back home.. The Hubby called saying that he's relieved and eager to see me . Friends called saying they love me and good to know that I'm back in track..I felt so blessed at that time to have been surrounding by endless love..

HAH! What a detour of a wedding planning.... fuh!! Like I told The Hubby when we met each other the day after I was discharged from hospital, I've really been thrown to Hell and back again..

I Want Someone To Sing Me, "Don't Worry, Be Happy"

I've been meaning to blog about a lot of issues since many days ago, but I guess being a real professional sloth, I just... sloth.

It's 15 days left to the Kuching wedding reception, and I just don't feel the excitement like I was 6 months ago. Everyone is eager to take over everything about the arrangement and stuff. I know, I know, I should be happy and grateful, but there's a little part of me inside that rebel and "sulk". Yerp, this bride-to-be is sulking, big time! Even the KL one too, I just don't feel it anymore..

Maybe it's because I'm living in Sibu where both the weddings aren't held. Stupid. Sometimes it just slipped out of my mind that I can't be physically at both cities, because I'm here.

Sigh... Yeah, a rant from me.... Pls cheer me up. . . . .

Spain vs. Netherland for FWC Final? :) :)

The eight-legged oracle who has successfully predicted all five of Germany's games in South Africa, carefully weighed up the two teams, before plumping for Spain, prompting anguished groans from the assembled media scrum. -- PHOTO: AFP

BERLIN (Germany) - THE cries of despair from all around Germany could probably be heard in South Africa as a 'psychic' octopus called Paul tipped Spain on Tuesday to beat Germany in the football World Cup semi-final.

The eight-legged oracle who has successfully predicted all five of Germany's games in South Africa, carefully weighed up the two teams, before plumping for Spain, prompting anguished groans from the assembled media scrum.

Carried live on national television, two plastic boxes, one with a German flag and one with a Spanish, were lowered into Paul's tank at an aquarium in western Germany, each with a tasty morsel of food inside. The box which Paul opens first is adjudged to be his predicted winner.

If Paul's performance is replicated on the pitch, it promises to be an end-to-end thriller. He teased the crowd by initially lingering at the German flag before heading for the Spanish box.

The mollusc medium has shot to fame by defying the odds with a perfect record of picking winners.

Proving he is not just attracted to the colours in the German flag, he rightly foretold the Mannschaft's shock defeat to Serbia in the group stages. But all is not lost for coach Joachim Loew and his boys as Paul has been wrong before. In the European Championships in 2008, he had an 80 per cent record, getting only one match wrong. -- AFP

When It's 26 days to go...

I know that I'm going to be one unhappy bride..

I just know.......

Pisang Awak??

OK! We've sorted the baptism certificate already last weekend. The Hubby and I drove 3 hours to Sri Aman for that, right after our wedding announcement luncheon with my colleagues. ( A very big thank you from us for the well wishes, gifts and angpows ). The Hubby had to get his baptism certificate in Sarawak, because even though he's a Malaya boy, apparently he followed his Dad transfered to an army camp here when he was still a baby.

And now, he's marrying a Sarawakian! ehee.. how irony..

So during the long journey, he went to buka cerita......

*buat suara macam The Hubby*

The other day, Wan and I went to buy cucur pisang. So, once approaching the stall, I asked the mak cik selling the banana fritters.

"Makcik, ini pisang apa?" "Ini pisang abu." Then I pointed to another banana type. " Yang ini?" " Yang ini pisang mas" ( Dee's thought was like, aderker pisang emas dibuat cucur? The Hubby nih betul ke??)

Out of curiosity, I went to ask her again la.. " Makcik, pisang abu dengan pisang mas, yang mana satu lebih sedap?"

"Pisang awak yang paling sedap."

I went mum for a while. Then I looked at Wan, and his face was all red, trying his best not to laugh at the scenario.

I stared back at the Mak cik. She looked darn serious and was busy with other customer....Is this makcik trying to be funny or what? Pisang aku??

"Makcik bagi saya pisang abu la. Bagi RM3."

Once Wan and I got into our car back, Wan laughed his head off. "Wan, that makcik, I swear to God, she's a real selamber "..

Only after the long "LOL", then only Wan told me that there's indeed a type of banana called Pisang Awak. All the while, I thought the makcik was pulling prank on me. Luckily I didn't do any comeback at her remark, thinking that she's talking about y'know, funny stuff..

And it's my turn to laugh at him.... HAHAHHAA!! Kesian si Hubby..

Satan's temptation

This is a story I found in my Hotmail inbox early this morning. I've decided to share it with you, as a wake up call to our souls.

A man woke up early

in order to have his morning devotion (prayer)

in the Lord's house (church).

He got dressed, set on his way to the Lord's house.

On his way to the church,

the man fell and his clothes got dirty.

He got up, brushed himself up, and headed home.

At home, he changed his clothes,

and was, again, on his way to the Lord's House.

On his way to the church, he fell again and at the same spot!

He, again, got up, brushed himself off and headed home.

At home he, once again, changed his clothes

and was on his way to the Lord's house.

On his way to the church, he met a man holding a lamp.

He asked the man of his identity and the man replied:

'I saw you fall twice on your way to the Church,

so I brought a lamp so I can light your way.

The first man thanked him profusely

and the two went on their way to the Church.

Once at the church,

the first man asked the man with the lamp

to come in and pray with him.

The second man refused.

The first man asked him
a couple more times and, again,

the answer was the same.

The first man
asked him why he did not wish to come in and pray.

The man replied, 'I am Satan'.

The man was shocked at this reply.

Satan went on to explain,

'I saw you on your way to the Church

and it was I who made you fall.

When you went home, cleaned yourself

and went back on our way to the church,

God forgave all of your sins.

I made you fall a second time,

and even that did not encourage you to stay home,

but rather, you went back on your way to Church.

Because of that,

God forgave all the sins of the people of your household.

I was afraid if I made you fall one more time,

then God will forgive the sins of the people of your village,

so I made sure that you reached the house of God (Church) safely.'

Do not put off the good you intended to do

as you never know how much reward

you might receive from the hardships

you encounter while trying to achieve that good.

For your righteousness can save your family

and nation at large.

*Speechless moment*

The Hubby lost his catholic baptism certificate! As well as his confirmation cert!!!

Without them, we can't get married in church...

Uuu uuuu, did I mention that his birth cert might be in the lost file folder where he kept the other two?

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*speechless*

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What if that vital file folder was inside the bag which was stolen by one stupid jackass when he broke The Hubby's car window and took it??

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And it is less than 40 days to the church holy matrimony.

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.*speechless again*

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.Is it okay for me to be stressed up now? like super stress??

NOOOOOOOOOOO ....

God help us..

HUARRRGGHH!! (part 2)

Yesterday, I posted about me being enraged over something, right? And that I sort of promised you the story behind it...

Well, after juggling some senses in my head, I told myself I would rather not. It's a pretty petty issue with me and this one girl whom I once considered a bestie. You don't go and break my trust, because I don't trust people easily.

Sigh... I'll let this one off of here la.. She's not worth the talk.

HUARRRGGHH!!

AKU MARAH!!! MARAH!!

will tell you why later ..

Welcome to My Page

Ah yes.. New layout. Tell me what you think of it, ok? I could use some comments for improvisation.

SEJIWA SENADA EXHIBITION

Right now, I am writing from my department's booth that has been set up for "Sejiwa Senada" Exhibition 2 days ago.The event started on 11/06/2010 until 13/06/2010, and there's around 120 booths from government and private agencies involve.... Today is my turn to sit in at the booth, and the weather is freaking sunny and scorching hot!!! I'm sweating like 2 pigs, combined! I have no idea what's the deal with this "Sejiwa Senada" but I'm guessing it's for the Sarawak Chief Minister to be closer to the rakyat's. Sigh.. And it's SUNDAY, where I'm supposed to still curl in my bed, with air- conditioner blasting its way all gooood..I can only imagine now...

The crowd is getting bigger at each ticking minute. There's a lot of contest going on, and the prizes are not bad. 42" plasma TV (s) are real catch! I myself went to try the contest yesterday, but no luck :(.. You see, the winners were being announced every hour.

OK! I have to hand out H1N1 and Dengue fever pamphlets, to name a few, like right now. And it's getting hotter and hotter here... OMG!!!! I will upload some pictures of the booth soon .

Dee Loner is my name..

How did I get my pen name?... Why "Loner"?

It's not like I don't like my real name, but this does not mean that I'm going to reveal it anytime soon. I bet many of you my acquaintance knows it. I just feel comfortable with this, and that's that.

Here goes...

My family and close friends address me as Dee Dee, so I did a shorter version of it to -Dee.

And the Loner?.... it started 6 years ago when I was dating a policeman. We dated for 3 years. However I only had a chance to meet him every 2 months. He was in a General Operation Force, and thus he went in and out any Sabah islands for operation every 2 months. He would be at the land (Kota Kinabalu) for two months and the next month, he will be gone. How long did he go elsewhere? yea, you guessed it right. ONE pathetic MONTH.. I got so lonely back then, and cursed the name of our relationship that we fought most of the time. On the final year that we were together, I was back to my hometown for good, after completing my study in Sabah, making things harder for us as he's stuck in KK, working. And so we broke up. He just made it worse by not putting much effort in us. He took me for granted, big time.

So I started putting "Loner" for my Friendster account in 2004 and got hooked up with the name. Even now, I still feel like a loner because I have to deal with yet another LDR with The Hubby. Nonetheless, things has changed now. I'm earning(stable financial status) and The Hubby rarely whines about this arrangement. We've started our relationship as a LDR couples. So, it's no longer an issue..

That's it.. :)

June Blogger of the Month

Yerp! ME!!! (And of course Mr. Willie, who's ever so famous with his skillful DSLR photographs)

I didn't even know I was featured, not until June 4th! Having spent 5 days of Gawai celebration back in kampung, I was totally disconnected from the cyber world..(so, did anyone miss me?.. kidding.. :) ).

'Gawai story', pls queue up! This "June Blogger" entry comes first! ..

Ehe... Anyhooo, once arriving home, I went online, did some Facebooking and emailings before proceeded to a website that I put , as in my favourite website, ~ Sarawak Bloggers ~ mainly because I want to know any new bloggers for me to do some blog hopping...

And so I read ...: June Bloggers of the Month (man, wonder who??)...."This month, we are not going to feature one, but TWO bloggers for our Bloggers of The Month, ..." .....The Beauty in Ugly by Dee Loner......

Dee Loner?? Is that not me? ... Hey! My picture!!! It took my brain 2 minutes to digest the fact that I AM that Dee Loner featured...You should have seen my face. I was literally smiling from one ear to another, that one can award me The Broadest Smile of The Year.

Maybe for some, this is no big deal. Not like I get any TV publicity or even interviews from the press. But hey, Sarawak Bloggers.org is an up rising website, and I'm proud to see my name in one of the topic header.

Thanks to the website's organisation for featuring me. I'm ecstatic and super happy, until now!!! :)