My Wedding Video Clip

*Giggling out of embarrassment*

Sorry, tak pandai letak video in my own blog page. Here's the song The Hubby and I agreed to use as our wedding video highlight..Not really our song, but the words said it all..

Thanks to the videographer, for the superb work!..

And of course some photos from the video..

Superhuman (chris B and Keri H.)

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks

How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be
You changed my whole life

Don't know what your doing to me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Strong

Since I've been flying and writing the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
I can see tomorrow
Well every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free
You changed my whole life (life)

Don't know what your doing to me

with your love (uh-huh)
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me

A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human
Super human
It's not a bird, not a plane

It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you

Only reason is you

Every minute with youI feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away love
You changed my whole life (oh uh)
Don't know what your doing to me with your love (to me with your love)
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me, yeah

A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Super human

Remembrance of August 7,2010...(KL wedding Part II)

I'm actually still waiting for my official wedding photographer to give me the rest of my wedding pictures, but anyway I'm sharing with you some of my wedding photos for everyone to view. (plus for my own sweet memory).

Me getting ready, 3 hours before walking the aisle... My sister-in-law as maid of honour..

Brother- in -law became my chauffeur to church that morning.

I can still remember The Hubby's grin when he first saw me walking the aisle. His first time seeing me in full bridal gown. We didn't get ourselves a bridal photo session package, thus increasing the excitement of seeing each other at the best.

muah muah!

more photos *hopefully* sooonnn!

Nota Terima Kasih..

Yes, yes... my blog is super messy..all story tak cerita habis..watta hell? ...

So many things to tell. The tea ceremony, our wedding reception( we used "NOTHING ON YOU" song by Bruno Mars as our Entrance song.. yerp!!), the crazy post wedding party and many more..

Anyhooo, this is more important..

Thank you, from the bottom

of my heart, to

everyone..

August 7, 2010 Story

Today marks the 1st month of me being officially(yes, holy matrimony is the one I consider the most legal .ehe) married. With so many things going on at a very face pace currently, I don't even have time to do sighing..... Until now... Ready??

SIGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........

*that felt good!*

Ok! My KL wedding story!! It was another crazy AND kan-cheong day. I guess it applies to all weddings right? You can't escape from the anxiety and not to mention running here and there, and what not.. I was super busy until the wedding ended. That too not without our friends bangings at our bridal suite door room for us to join the after party.

Alright.. Let me refresh back what happened on that eventful day la ha. A day before the wedding, I went to my new office to report duty. What? I haven't told you about me being transferrred to Selangor from Sarawak?.. u'oh. Sorry... See? I told you I have tons to tell about Anyway, let's skip it. Even towards a day before wedding day, The Hubby and I were still running around the Hartamas and Damansara area to have a last minute wedding shopping. Sorted out our bridesmaids dresses, picking up mens' tux and everyone's dresses from the laundry shop, even doing printings on our church booklets. And oh! Not forgetting my necklace and earrings set. It was a real last minute thing. But somehow The Hubby and I are good at doing procrastinate job. hahha... It's like we're saving the best for last. My jewellery set were THE BOMB, i tell you.. Simple and sweet. Suited my dress.. Cheh cheh.. self praise is a no praise, I supposed? ehehe

On the wedding day, all us woke up early but typical procrastinator sisters I have, they're still lazying in their bed, thinking that they'll make it in time for the make up and hair dos. Turned out to be, 3 hours was not enough to do all 4 girls, me included. The two make up artists were still spraying my sister's hair even until us all step out of the house!.. ah, yes. I had my 2 sisters to be my bridesmaids and The Hubby's sister as my maid of honour. All girls looked superb, with them deciding to have the same hairstyle for the church wedding. I remember being so excited to see The Hubby at the altar, since he has never actually seen me in a full wedding attire.

Yes, both The Hubby and I had never seen each other at our best wedding look. We skipped the bridal attire indoor-outdoor photoshoot and bridal package because, we want to be thrilled and excited when seeing each other with our best attire on our big day itself... [lus it's not cheap to get a bridal package. We did survey lots of bridal shops and yes, it's not cheap at all..Which is also another reason why we decided to do everything on our own. The dresses of both mine and my bridsmaids, The Hubby's 3 piece suits as well as his bestmens'. Seriously, everything was a DIY. Come to think about it again, we actually spent more than what we could have gotten ourselves from the bridal shops..the suit cost RM15oo++ each, and we did 5 suits(our dads included), plus my dresses.But hey, we get to keep the dresses! eheee

We had our ups and downs along the process... (yerp! berapa baldi penuh to takung my airmata gaduh about wedding arrangement all the while).. But I gotta say, it's worth everything. The night after the wedding, The Hubby and I looked at each other. He smiled and said," We did it, baby..Finally..." and the best part was when he said," I'll never want to do this anymore."... yea, we're a content newly wedded couple......

OK. Let's get back on the holy matrimony ceremony. It was held at St. Ignatius Church, Petaling Jaya. Everything went so fast. So many people taking photos, and Father Simon who officiated the ceremony was very funny. The funniest part was when he sprinkled holy water into tray to bless our rings. He sprinkled too much, that our bridesman who's holding the tray gave him that aiyo-too-much-that-my-tux-is-getting-soak-wet look. Father Simon, being himself, expressed a "OOPS.. Sorry..." face... damn funny..

Both parents being parents got so emotional during the time where they were given chance to sprinkle us both with holy water. Yes, I felt like in a part of a Malay wedding pun ada, macam majlis merenjis2 la pulak. Both mothers cried. The Hubby swore he saw my dad shedding some tears.. mmmmm, my dad being emotional... such cute...

The photo session after the wedding took more than an hour. I had to throw my hand bouquet twice because the first time I threw, a 12 year old girl got it.

OK! I'll continue this story soon. Gotta hit the sack now.. till then..

July 31st Story.. Part 1

Our outdoor wedding photoshoot was done 4 hours before our Kuching Wedding Reception. The Hubby and I were late 1 hours plus, because we were rushing to get flowers for stage decorations and ribbons for bridal car deco. ( Yes! We did everything ourselves. The Hubby's family members were the creative side. Big thanks and hugs.)

Our official photographer for Kuching wedding is EE, my dear friend. . Kinda new to the wedding photo taking, but he's got skill!!

Anyway, back to the photoshoot. We did our photoshoot at Reservoir Park, Kuching. By the time we reached there, it started to rain. Such a bummer..And I was still in pain, from the pain UTI problem which got me hospitalised.. Had to tahan from vomiting and tummy pain.

Let's let photos do the talking now, shall we?.... Didn't know that taking pictures in the rain can bring HUGE romantic effect.hehehee... :) oh oh, before I forget, really want to thank my sister in law for the make up and my sister for the hair do.. marvellous!

*click pic to see clearer..*

Busy!

Really want to blog about my current chaotic, but I've lack of time to do that... :( kinda miss doing blog hopping while thinking of yet another entry to type..

Will be back real soon!.. Wedding Story is queuing in line now!.. o wait, it's actually stor"IES"... 2 wedding reception with two totally different scenarios!

Thrown to hell and back again....

Can you believe that I actually got hospitalised last Sunday? And my wedding blessing/reception ceremony is going to be held this Saturday. I, Deedee, just got out of hospital at 11.30am TODAY, which is 3 days before my big day. Everyone were freaking out. My family, The Hubby family, my guests. My panic started when doctors told me that I were to be admitted...

Sunday July 25th~ my sister(she's 5 years younger than me), sent me to A&E department at Sibu Hospital last Sunday after I complaint of blurry vision and abdominal pain. Initially, they suspected that I have a dengue fever, but after the blood sample analysis result was out, it turned out to be negative. Phewwww....

However, my urine test was not on my favour. Apparently it showed symptoms of bladder problem, and thus they had to detain me in hospital for further observation.. I was really freaking out, since the wedding is really around the corner. Never in my mind that I felt that I'm going to be admitted because I thought it was a severe fever. Thought it's going to be a ambik-ubat-then-leave kind of thing..

They put me in bed Z3 at Third Class Female Medical Ward. Sister had to rush back home and get my stuff. I was in great pain, the worst condition I ever had. They diagnosed me as having UTI. bad one. IV drip was attached to me non stop. And I hate it the most when they put antibiotic drips into my body. Painful like hell. The nurses were friendly though. They calmed me down, and said everything's gonna be alright. Didn't really manage to sleep well because they kept waking me up every 2 hours for my medication. Plus, the ward, it's super humid. And crowdy..

Day 2~ They moved me into Class Two ward when they knew that I'm a Ministry of Health staff, with qualified post to move into Class One ward even. But apparently Class One rooms were full with chemo patients. The day was still a torture to me. But it turned better when a Catholic priest came to say some prayers to me.. It was a soothe in soul.

(To be continued.. too busy to finish this entry)

Continued... August 16, 2010)

Day 3~ The elderly patient( I call her MakCik) who shared the same room with me received a discharge from ward word from doctors who came to do early morning errands(it was as early as 6am!). I asked the doctor about my situation, but he said he still has to detain me for at least another 3 days, minimum. My heart sank. MakCik's families surrounded her, and were happy to know about her being discharged. I smiled when they gave me some kuih, as a celebration. But after a while, I went into the bathroom, tears streaming down my face, and started to call mom. Mom consoled me with some comforting words, but it just wasn't good enough.

A doctor approached and told me that I were to be transfered to another ward, the O&G ward. This time it's the First Class Ward. woo hoo! Later that evening, some of my friends and colleagues came and hung out with me at the ward, remedying my sad soul. Drips of medication still attached at my arms. To worsen things up, they had to insert yet another injection hole to allow another medication IV drip, since the one attached currently had my vein swollen and blocked. Damn.

Day 4~ Happiest Day of my life!!!!(well, almost.. nothing beats The Proposal moment) A group of doctor led by one young Chinese doctor came to do morning visitation. I kinda begged him to release me from hospital, since due to go back to Kuching for my wedding. He pitied me, but made me promised to eat my medication on time. Wooooooo hoo!! And I have to come back for my follow up early November.

I packed my stuff, little Sister helped a lot. Took my medication from ward pharmacy, and off we went. You have no idea how relieved I was to be back home. My parents called telling me to let my sister drive the 6 hours journey back home.. The Hubby called saying that he's relieved and eager to see me . Friends called saying they love me and good to know that I'm back in track..I felt so blessed at that time to have been surrounding by endless love..

HAH! What a detour of a wedding planning.... fuh!! Like I told The Hubby when we met each other the day after I was discharged from hospital, I've really been thrown to Hell and back again..

I Want Someone To Sing Me, "Don't Worry, Be Happy"

I've been meaning to blog about a lot of issues since many days ago, but I guess being a real professional sloth, I just... sloth.

It's 15 days left to the Kuching wedding reception, and I just don't feel the excitement like I was 6 months ago. Everyone is eager to take over everything about the arrangement and stuff. I know, I know, I should be happy and grateful, but there's a little part of me inside that rebel and "sulk". Yerp, this bride-to-be is sulking, big time! Even the KL one too, I just don't feel it anymore..

Maybe it's because I'm living in Sibu where both the weddings aren't held. Stupid. Sometimes it just slipped out of my mind that I can't be physically at both cities, because I'm here.

Sigh... Yeah, a rant from me.... Pls cheer me up. . . . .

When It's 26 days to go...

I know that I'm going to be one unhappy bride..

I just know.......

Ticking one thing off the W list!

(pic: The Hubby and I received our CMP Course certificated from Father Simon Labrooy. And we've officially ticked one thing off our wedding list! :) )

I just gotta share this with you guys. This happens on the last day of our Catholic Marriage Preparation Course, May 16th.

We were asked to prepare a pledge for our partner, which like any other assignments once done, to share with the partner. Little did we know that the facilitators wanted some couples to share their pledge with the class.

"Anyone want to share what you've wrote to your partner?" asked Kenneth. All heads bowed down, trying their best not to be noticed. The Hubby and I, being seated at the front row, our eyes began to look at other place. "Anyone?.. Or I'll call names." Everyone seemed like they'd rather Kenneth picked any names instead of volunteering.

"How about you two? Both of you are always ready to talk." Kenneth looked at us, almost seemed like pleading for our support.

I looked at The Hubby. He held my hand and said, " let's do this. "

He started reading his vows. His vow was actually short, thus he tried to elaborate on each vow, just so it seemed like he wrote a long one.I had to pinch him after some while because he tends to be a bit long winded in talking. Combined with his nerveousness ( his hands were shaky as hell), he repeated some points over and over again.

His pledge included him supporting me in anything I do, and do give all his best to keep me feel like home when I transfer to KL.

Then came my turn. Heart pumped crazily inside...The room was sooooooo quiet, with only the air cond blast sound. You can literally hear a pin drop, if any...

The Hubby held the microphone for me, I took a deep breath and started to read...

Dear J,

I pledge to love you for the rest of my life

I thank God everyday for sending you into my life

You have always make me feel safe, belonged and your love truly feels like home to me

A place where I've been looking for the entire time before you entered my life (notice I used too many "life" in my pledge? I was sleepy while writing this, that I didn't do any proofread.)

Thank you for always being there for me.

Supporting me in whatever I do.

Thank you for your tolerance in handling my grumpiness and moody day

You have never, not once, fail to "find my happiness" (here I started to choke, trying my best not to cry.. words started to crack up)

You are the best thing I ever had

And I believe (Choked again..."Relax baby, relax," he assured me) that you'll make a great husband and father to our kids someday

I want to grow old with you

To be with you in venturing the journey of life, no matter the situation.

I love you, J A Too, forever I will.

There was a pause from the crowd, comprised of 32 couples with 4 facilitators and a priest. Then the class roared claps. I looked up, still trying to hold my tears from flowing to cheeks only to realise, I made some girls, including my facilitator, cried.

It was a very simple vow, yes I know. No big vocabs neither any sophisticated words...Never thought too that I choked into tears while reading them, because I've set my mind earlier the time not to do anything funny.

But I guess when you truly say it from your heart, it touches.. And affected others.

Tuesday's Short Story

And it's 93 days left before I meet him at the altar...

And hear him say "I DO"

So can't wait!

As Days Crawl By.....

I'm such a lazybum! Been wanting to tell you something here, but I'm just too lazy to do the thinking and typing. I mean, come on! Is it that hard to rant about the registration of marriage I just had last Thursday?... geeez..

Whoops! yeah!... Imma married woman now.. weeeee :)

TGIF

Thank God It's Friday!!!! This week has been a dread. tons of work. headcracking.

OK! Me and The Fiance finally have set two dates( to cater for both sides) for the big day. It's gonna be end of summer and early autumn(note: North hemisphere season)....phewww... finally, we got one checklist down...boy..there's a looooottt of list in that checklist. Thinking abt it alone made my tummy churns like it's being put inside a blender..

And as for the colour theme, we'll try to come to an absolute decision end of this week. Next month it's all abt venue and gown fitting... The Fiance still has a lot of kilos to shed, and I'm happy to see him working his best just to be at his best (again.! hahahha.. english is cool somehow..) on our big day...

It's nearing Christmas, and honestly I have yet to do some real Christmas shopping. Thank God I bought some gifts already, and thank God too the wishlist was not filled with ridiculous items. Am glad Dad bought my lil sister a guitar, or else it would have been me doing the purchase for that...Taylor Swift!Oh.. what have you done to my sis....

My Christmas leave will only starts on the December 23rd. Yeah, I know it's a bit late, but I have to save my leave for next year's agenda. It's not easy when you have two wedding venues to do, two places to find gowns, and two places to do the blessing ceremonies( both families insisted on this. Reason: me being the first to get married in the family, him being the youngest child in the family... aiyaaa...) .... pre-marriage course in church, and as well as the honeymoon plan early winter 2010..I have to fly back and forth to KL more often than ever... let me see, plus minus the leave, next year, I'm gonna get 55 days leave..will that be enough? aaaa... :(

Anyhoooo, can't complain. At least I have 30 days leave per year compared to 14 days at my previous workplace.

Happy Weekend, everyone!! :)