Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Shooting Star


I saw a shooting star while lepaking outside Sean's house last Sunday. The shoot was rather a slow travel yet it disappeared in a nick of time. Took me about 5 seconds to digest that it's actually a shooting star because I initially thought it was a firework.

And that was my 5th shooting star experience in my humble life. I remember being fascinated with it the first time I saw it 11 years ago. I was in Form 5 and gazing at the sky in wee late hour was kinda my thing. I remember what I had wished on that first time.

And that wish came true after a week! The senior I had my crush on responded saying that he always had an interest on me but was too shy to tell..

But oh well, of course no monkey love will ever last.

The second one landed me having my first kiss. It happened when I was in my Uni time. He became my first love, my first kiss.

The 3rd shooting stars happened in Uni time as well but the 4th one was the most significant of all. It was the biggest shooting star compared to the previous. It happened few weeks before I met The Hubby. I was deeply depressed with the relationship I had with the policeman ( i did mention him to you peeps, did i not?).. I remember crying while doing star- gazing alone that night when I suddenly saw it. With hands clasped tightly, I started wishing that I'd be out of the misery.

A stranger came into my life not long afterwards. (Combined too with the power of prayers I believe. I remember asking God so many times for signs.)

And now he's my life.

Sounded like I made it all up huh? Apparently, not.

I'll let you know if this 5th one will do its miracle like the previous 4 i've seen. Maybe yes, maybe no, only time will tell. But whatever it is, I never cling my future to this superstitious stuff. Yes, I trust too in wishing well. It helped me landed into my dream job twice. But that's a different story too. Ehe.

Let's share a story about wishful list, shall we? :)

Monday, July 4, 2011

Hi you :)

Sorry for my absence in this blogosphere. Been like what, a month?.. .I've been swarmed by workload! Pathetic, I must say. Ran here and there, that often at times I just wish one day is equals to 30 hours, not 24.

I'm physically and mentally tired, plus spiritually drenched. Even now while typing this, my mind is still wandering about work stuff, money and our future house. Everything feels like they're mashing up inside my brain...

And my mood just roll down the hill at each day, for no apparent reason. I need a real holiday, which sadly both The Hubby and I have to push aside. Gara2 barang rumah.

Cis! u The House! Kalau dah boleh masuk, takpa la jugak.. ni barang dalam bilik tido The Hubby and I makin padat since we've started to buy stuff for The House. So many things going on with both side of the lawyers, that we still haven't even masuk to the house for cleaning.

Sigh ...... How can I not be more depressed? I.AM.IN.SERIOUS.NEED.OF.BEACH. just BEACH.TAN.COLD BEER.N.HUBBY.

So many things going on, I just don't know where to start.

Life seems to float seamlessly....



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